Rise above

You know it’s been an adventure since may 21st til now. I am happy to say that I have risen above the disasters. I have taken the responsibility. I controlled every outcome of those situation and always went down the road that made it worse. It is so nice to breath with out knots tearing my chest apart, and finally saying goodbye to that ugliness. I move forward finally realizing that I deserve the credit I always took away from myself. I am happy to be me, I love myself a ton. It is awesome I am overfilled with joy and extreme gratitude. Believing in myself always. That attitude change and my quest to redefine myself paid off. I am the luckiest man in the universe, because I have the greatest woman in it, that loves me more than anything and will always support, care trust and believe in me as well, always remains faithful and respectful of herself , I and our family. Truth be told I took her and our lives for granted. Instead of thanking god everyday for her, I just flew on by. Never again, Never ever again. It will and always will be different, because we make each other happier than anyone will ever make us. For that I am just thankful as thankful can be! Thank you for this chance and opportunity, to show her I am the man for her, and she is the woman for me. Thank you thank you thank you!

Okay so an update it’s time to start. My Video presentation will hit Indiegogo and Kickstarter very soon, I need your guys help to make it happen, and spread the word. I will update the blog with the links to the pages. I am going through different avenues, still haven’t heard back from Luc Besson, I will soon though I know it. Okay so the project starts now. The list of people and resources I wish to obtain and will obtain:

1. Ember labs and Mike Grier.

2. Autofuss production company

3. Jon Proudstar

4. James Cameron evaluation (I will get it)

5. Kalen Chock (Concept Art)

6. Michael McCann Composer

7. News stations and radio stations, social media, this blog and youtube promoters to promote the project and the links to Kickstarter and IndieGogo

8. A famous actor… Maybe Sam Worthington.. Worth a shot huh

9. the funding to make it possible, Almost there, I will meet my goal, and bring together more communities to make it happen.

10.  Luc Besson ( Iwill get him too)

I can do this, and I will. Of course not alone, I am going to need support, I would like to ask you if you can help in anyway, just to spread to help spread the word about redefiningmyenity and the Kickstart, Inidgogo journey!. Thank you very much for reading my posts I grammar filled errors But none the less I appreciate it and you.

I am ready to make a movie, and perhaps change the world in some positive way. My real goal with this is too , create a revolution of our own. Thank you.

About me:

1. I feel bad when I kills insects, I know ridiculous

2. I am a big softie

3. I can be mean

4. I am a fearful person

5. I am a fearless person

6. I try to love everyone and everything, I am actually very good at this.

7. I am learning a very important skill, patience

8. I face my fears and problems for the first time

9. I love being honest and having honor

10. I believe we can achieve anything.

11. I believe in everyone

12. I still respect dogs and animals as our equals

13. I eat meat and vegetables too

14. I have never smoked pot, no joke. But I have pissed myself drunk

15. I tell people I don’t cry at movies, honestly that would be untrue I cried to P.S I love you(don’t ask) and 300 “My Queen, My wife, My Love”. King Leonidas, gets me every time.

16. Movies I watched over and over as a little kid, Terminator 2: judgment day(for real), Seven Samurai, Dustin checks in, Indiana Jones! Star Wars (Big Fan, not of Hayden though)(or Jarjar), BackDraft(with my older bro), Ofcourse beauty and the beast, little mermaid, Aladdin! Lion King, True Lies, Total Recall, Die Hard (1,2,3), Jaws(~~^~~ dun dun), and a lot more.

17. I sometimes bust out with random weird humor, I actually cuss quite a bit, trying to cut it down.

19. I laugh at things people think are dumb.  laughing so hard you cry is the best. Three men that have ever made me cry laughing, My two uncles and my best friends grandpa.

20. I can be a pain in the ass

21. I have a crazy sense of willpower.

22. I am in love with the most beautiful woman in the universe.

23. I value love, over money, hope over overwhelming odds, first thoughts are always to  never limit myself.

24. I am in love with my beautiful sweet gorgeous unborn baby daughter, Aliyah Rose Caballero.

25. I want to help change the world.

My little video when I was 16: Anyone like the Predator:

http://s132.photobucket.com/albums/q16/sarge122/?action=view&current=predatorclip_0003.mp4&evt=user_media_share

My toys, I loved Metal Gear solid so at 14 I made my own video with them and edited both these myself.

http://s132.photobucket.com/albums/q16/sarge122/?action=view&current=mgs_0002.mp4&evt=user_media_share

I actually started my little videos at 12 with Steven Spielberg’s Lego movie studio set! Dang did I love that Lego set I made probably like a hundred videos, everyday before and after school weekends you name it.

At 14 I began teaching myself to use Adobe After Effects, my first skill learned was the Light saber:

Then muzzle flashes:

And explosions:

Haha I did these all around 14 to 15. Then at 15 I started doing green screen:

beautiful

Then after that I went nuts! At 18 I began getting into even crazier things:

I wanted to do this movie called VIR, will one day. It’s a superhero flick

I wanted to do my own adaptation of  Red Dawn (there already doing one, dang!)

At 17 I began getting into 3d animation and Cgi. I began working the the incredible program, E-on’s Vue Xstream! I made some wild pictures and islands and environments, sadly the computer I did it on crashed hard core and I was almost in tears when I lost it all. I began doing a lot of motion tracking, and 3d set extensions and just really fun stuff. I did this because finding some one as passionate as I was for film was hard, so I taught myself a one man show. Unfortunately that’s why I never got to do my own short film, the best was the Predator one haha. I was a determined 16 year old, my mom did the camera work on a older nikon digital camera. It worked fine! My work now is different and a little more complex. Now I work more with the camera and create new styles to adapt into film:

There was this photo contest online by Ron Howard and Canon these were the pics I submitted. I remember that day I wanted to take pictures that were of things you don’t see everyday, my sister and mom told me to go with them out into town. I said nah, i have to think about what I am going to do for pictures. Sure enough they get me to go. Something felt right about going as we started driving. I took my camera out of  its bag, and waited. I was curious to what i was going to see. My sister said I’m glad you came, your going to get your pictures. Sure enough no joke two minutes later, these abandoned hotels by the river were blazing on fire. And the fire department was working to put it out. I told my sis pull over!! I hopped out of the car and began snapping shots. No one was hurt, they were abandoned, but it was amazing to see, the heroic sight. Something you don’t see everyday:

I got the pictures I wanted, Thank the lord no one was hurt I would have felt awful. Still a Historic location was destroyed. It was really crazy to see.

The loves of my life:

My car, Max

My sweet baby girl,  Phoenix. 1 year and 2 months old and over 110 pounds

My Daughter Ali (Al-Lee)

And  of course the graceful girl, but I should ask her permission first before throwing a picture up, haha even though we are back together.

I didn’t know if I mentioned how grateful I am for her. I honestly would take up 36 posts just to write the way she makes me feel, best word for is just… wow. When they say she takes  your breath away, she really does :D . I am luckiest man in the universe. My love to Aliyah and Sarah. forever an ever ;)

By the way My Name is Christian Caballero, if I haven’t introduced myself formally or officially

This is me.

So I have to thank you all, I am very grateful for your follows and likes, and for putting up with my terrible grammar. I am learning as I go on :P

If you’d like an extra friend on face book :D

http://www.facebook.com/chris.cabbnomad

Thank you all, I wish for the best things in life to you. Christian

For Ali (Al-lee) & her beautiful mother love you both.

To paint a Dream

Hello, it’s been awhile. Don’t worry I never stopped, I have had life changing breakthroughs. I have achieved most of the beauty I wished to obtain. Love, Career, Happiness, Success, and of course wealth, we all want money. Does money determine our happiness? Nope. Is it nice to have? Yes. I have a an announcement…. I have gotten pretty much everything I every wanted except for two things on that list. They are the next step, but what I wanted. I got my world. I got to tell you I still remain naive to the successes I grasp, at first glance. I wanted to tell you, not everyone is perfect, that is already known and not what I wanted to tell you, what I wanted to say, we all have the power to change or become what we wish to be. I got her back, the woman I devoted my love too. For those that have read my very first posts, you know that graceful girl I talked about, is the very woman I am extremely grateful for. When I say I got her back I mean just that. That woman still has this way to make me feel like a champion. You already know I will never resort to that old entity that still fades into dust. One last thing I have to do, before I make us official by asking her once again, the words that brought us together for 3 years, this time our undying love, and happiness wont be overshadowed by regret, anger, and a huge rusted cell of negation. So I ask will you go out with me… again? I know her answer, and that’s why I smile, it is 3:35 in the morning and I am so dang tired, maybe not a good time to write about the moment that brings enthusiasm and effortless motivation. I want to share this with you, because the very thing I wanted I have, I have her love, her appreciation, her respect and her honor and strength. I am honored to have this moment and privilege to make these girls (my daughter too) the two happiest women (and baby) in the Universe. They deserve the best and lucky for me I can give them the best and more, and I will. So I encourage you, take that leap of faith in what ever it is you wish to succeed in. If you have succeeded already then I encourage you to throw out a helping hand, to those who wish to achieve what you have, in way, whether it be art, child birth, building a car or counting millions of dollars in your mansion. We can all help one another, that is hard for some folks, it was for me. I forgot that was my passion, to illuminate happiness and inspire individuals. I have done this already, and it is a great time, and gives me the courage and fuel to continue. This fulfills my persona and creates a moment I consider prestidigitation and breath taking. So In this I tell you all I love the graceful girl and all the astonishment and magic that radiates from her, she is so happy and beautiful, smiles and is so funny and extremely intelligent. She is my inspiration, no joke sounds cheesy I know, but she is a woman to admire she is strong, smart, caring, ferocious(when need be) and honorable. She could take on the world, the ideology and will power that has been long forgotten. Like all great powers we all have our weaknesses, hers happen to be  reality, the very one that strikes us all and can keep us down instead of up… That’s where I grasp her hand and guide the beautiful heroine to the world where success and happiness flourish, and possibilities with our dreams are as real as a mortgage bill …  I promise I will take you there, and promise never to leave you behind again. ;). So I continue and push on, the wondrous project X and it’s revolutionary contents strive forward. A company to be started has acquired a more appropriate name, my fearless and noble Eye Watch has been taken, by 100’s of companies. So I have created another, one that shines brighter and has more meaning than my previous. A huge community has come together for me, and grows bigger and bigger, these wonderful individuals wish to paint the same dream as I. Together we will. Keep an eye out for the next posts for the links to indiegogo and kickstarter 😀 I had to postpone the video and attack another avenue, I still have one more to check off the list before hitting up the awesome websites.  I have to tell you guys I am crazy exhausted but I am so grateful for you all, I hope something written here sparks some positive reaction inside you and brings you all the greatness this life has to offer.

Thank you. Christian

For Ali (Al-Lee) & her beautiful mother