Rise above

You know it’s been an adventure since may 21st til now. I am happy to say that I have risen above the disasters. I have taken the responsibility. I controlled every outcome of those situation and always went down the road that made it worse. It is so nice to breath with out knots tearing my chest apart, and finally saying goodbye to that ugliness. I move forward finally realizing that I deserve the credit I always took away from myself. I am happy to be me, I love myself a ton. It is awesome I am overfilled with joy and extreme gratitude. Believing in myself always. That attitude change and my quest to redefine myself paid off. I am the luckiest man in the universe, because I have the greatest woman in it, that loves me more than anything and will always support, care trust and believe in me as well, always remains faithful and respectful of herself , I and our family. Truth be told I took her and our lives for granted. Instead of thanking god everyday for her, I just flew on by. Never again, Never ever again. It will and always will be different, because we make each other happier than anyone will ever make us. For that I am just thankful as thankful can be! Thank you for this chance and opportunity, to show her I am the man for her, and she is the woman for me. Thank you thank you thank you!

Okay so an update it’s time to start. My Video presentation will hit Indiegogo and Kickstarter very soon, I need your guys help to make it happen, and spread the word. I will update the blog with the links to the pages. I am going through different avenues, still haven’t heard back from Luc Besson, I will soon though I know it. Okay so the project starts now. The list of people and resources I wish to obtain and will obtain:

1. Ember labs and Mike Grier.

2. Autofuss production company

3. Jon Proudstar

4. James Cameron evaluation (I will get it)

5. Kalen Chock (Concept Art)

6. Michael McCann Composer

7. News stations and radio stations, social media, this blog and youtube promoters to promote the project and the links to Kickstarter and IndieGogo

8. A famous actor… Maybe Sam Worthington.. Worth a shot huh

9. the funding to make it possible, Almost there, I will meet my goal, and bring together more communities to make it happen.

10.  Luc Besson ( Iwill get him too)

I can do this, and I will. Of course not alone, I am going to need support, I would like to ask you if you can help in anyway, just to spread to help spread the word about redefiningmyenity and the Kickstart, Inidgogo journey!. Thank you very much for reading my posts I grammar filled errors But none the less I appreciate it and you.

I am ready to make a movie, and perhaps change the world in some positive way. My real goal with this is too , create a revolution of our own. Thank you.

About me:

1. I feel bad when I kills insects, I know ridiculous

2. I am a big softie

3. I can be mean

4. I am a fearful person

5. I am a fearless person

6. I try to love everyone and everything, I am actually very good at this.

7. I am learning a very important skill, patience

8. I face my fears and problems for the first time

9. I love being honest and having honor

10. I believe we can achieve anything.

11. I believe in everyone

12. I still respect dogs and animals as our equals

13. I eat meat and vegetables too

14. I have never smoked pot, no joke. But I have pissed myself drunk

15. I tell people I don’t cry at movies, honestly that would be untrue I cried to P.S I love you(don’t ask) and 300 “My Queen, My wife, My Love”. King Leonidas, gets me every time.

16. Movies I watched over and over as a little kid, Terminator 2: judgment day(for real), Seven Samurai, Dustin checks in, Indiana Jones! Star Wars (Big Fan, not of Hayden though)(or Jarjar), BackDraft(with my older bro), Ofcourse beauty and the beast, little mermaid, Aladdin! Lion King, True Lies, Total Recall, Die Hard (1,2,3), Jaws(~~^~~ dun dun), and a lot more.

17. I sometimes bust out with random weird humor, I actually cuss quite a bit, trying to cut it down.

19. I laugh at things people think are dumb.  laughing so hard you cry is the best. Three men that have ever made me cry laughing, My two uncles and my best friends grandpa.

20. I can be a pain in the ass

21. I have a crazy sense of willpower.

22. I am in love with the most beautiful woman in the universe.

23. I value love, over money, hope over overwhelming odds, first thoughts are always to  never limit myself.

24. I am in love with my beautiful sweet gorgeous unborn baby daughter, Aliyah Rose Caballero.

25. I want to help change the world.

My little video when I was 16: Anyone like the Predator:

http://s132.photobucket.com/albums/q16/sarge122/?action=view&current=predatorclip_0003.mp4&evt=user_media_share

My toys, I loved Metal Gear solid so at 14 I made my own video with them and edited both these myself.

http://s132.photobucket.com/albums/q16/sarge122/?action=view&current=mgs_0002.mp4&evt=user_media_share

I actually started my little videos at 12 with Steven Spielberg’s Lego movie studio set! Dang did I love that Lego set I made probably like a hundred videos, everyday before and after school weekends you name it.

At 14 I began teaching myself to use Adobe After Effects, my first skill learned was the Light saber:

Then muzzle flashes:

And explosions:

Haha I did these all around 14 to 15. Then at 15 I started doing green screen:

beautiful

Then after that I went nuts! At 18 I began getting into even crazier things:

I wanted to do this movie called VIR, will one day. It’s a superhero flick

I wanted to do my own adaptation of  Red Dawn (there already doing one, dang!)

At 17 I began getting into 3d animation and Cgi. I began working the the incredible program, E-on’s Vue Xstream! I made some wild pictures and islands and environments, sadly the computer I did it on crashed hard core and I was almost in tears when I lost it all. I began doing a lot of motion tracking, and 3d set extensions and just really fun stuff. I did this because finding some one as passionate as I was for film was hard, so I taught myself a one man show. Unfortunately that’s why I never got to do my own short film, the best was the Predator one haha. I was a determined 16 year old, my mom did the camera work on a older nikon digital camera. It worked fine! My work now is different and a little more complex. Now I work more with the camera and create new styles to adapt into film:

There was this photo contest online by Ron Howard and Canon these were the pics I submitted. I remember that day I wanted to take pictures that were of things you don’t see everyday, my sister and mom told me to go with them out into town. I said nah, i have to think about what I am going to do for pictures. Sure enough they get me to go. Something felt right about going as we started driving. I took my camera out of  its bag, and waited. I was curious to what i was going to see. My sister said I’m glad you came, your going to get your pictures. Sure enough no joke two minutes later, these abandoned hotels by the river were blazing on fire. And the fire department was working to put it out. I told my sis pull over!! I hopped out of the car and began snapping shots. No one was hurt, they were abandoned, but it was amazing to see, the heroic sight. Something you don’t see everyday:

I got the pictures I wanted, Thank the lord no one was hurt I would have felt awful. Still a Historic location was destroyed. It was really crazy to see.

The loves of my life:

My car, Max

My sweet baby girl,  Phoenix. 1 year and 2 months old and over 110 pounds

My Daughter Ali (Al-Lee)

And  of course the graceful girl, but I should ask her permission first before throwing a picture up, haha even though we are back together.

I didn’t know if I mentioned how grateful I am for her. I honestly would take up 36 posts just to write the way she makes me feel, best word for is just… wow. When they say she takes  your breath away, she really does :D . I am luckiest man in the universe. My love to Aliyah and Sarah. forever an ever ;)

By the way My Name is Christian Caballero, if I haven’t introduced myself formally or officially

This is me.

So I have to thank you all, I am very grateful for your follows and likes, and for putting up with my terrible grammar. I am learning as I go on :P

If you’d like an extra friend on face book :D

http://www.facebook.com/chris.cabbnomad

Thank you all, I wish for the best things in life to you. Christian

For Ali (Al-lee) & her beautiful mother love you both.

Creating this world, and inspiring.

Ok So today I contact more and get more contacts, I am still working on pulling together the crew. So far everything is heading in the right direction for just starting this journey 5 days ago, well really starting, Thursday haha. I have a plan a plan to use KickStarter a website recommended to me by an acquaintance. I have another place to try for funding Cinereach. I am still unsure of how I will get the funding, I am open to any suggestions at all. I know I will do this project, and I know i will have the crew and I know I will have the budget and I know I will succeed. I know it. I will do this. i ask you guys for help, any help will work. Any suggestions advice anything you can do will be amazing. I have tons of stories. The plan of execution is to make short sequences and promote them, going into the areas I can cover, form genre’s to emotions to story line. I am still working on the fine details but if anyone knows of a way that is great or better than film festivals or youtube, or how you would promote you your film (vision), please I am open to suggestions. I am positive and strong, so I’m going to continue on, I have to play this smart, because this task is a toughy, I’m going against all odds, but am I really? Logically and societal thinking says yeah, going against outstanding odds. No one has said unlikely, which is correct. What is unlikely, no one has said unrealistic, what is realistic, flying through the sky, we have airplanes, going into space, we have done that too, well as far as we know. Moving things with your mind using the force , melting weapons with your mind. Who said that is unrealistic. It could be, we don’t know that, to me it’s that mentality that keeps us behind and not forward. Every piece of technology and scientific break through and creation, were all thoughts, do you think Thomas Edison thought we’d have a telephone that could navigate us through the country, or we could have a video conference on our phones. Those were all visions, so why in the scientific community is it always realistic but in the art or sports it’s always unrealistic. I’ll tell you what when I do this, and I succeed in my dream, I will tell the world, I promise this, that nothing, in this world ,m I mean nothing is impossible, it might seem unlikely and unreasonable, but it is in no way, unlikely. Success is always achieved by people with the attitude that I just did it. I have heard and read that they just went for it. Didn’t fall hostage to negativity an doubt, they thrived off of their knowledge and they just knew, they were positive and worked hard, they had integrity. This journey isn’t impossible or unlikely. Nothing is, it might be hard, but it is in fact do able and it is in fact going to be done by me and others that want to pursue and have the drive. Excuse my rant, I just want to let people know that we can follow our dreams, we can start billion dollar companies, we can paint the greatest painting ever, we can run a 95 yard touchdown to win it, we can sing and have a crowd scream to the sound of our voice, we can invent the a flying car, we can study 8 years and help people that are sick, we can argue a case for O.J, we can sit in a ship and fly so high the blue turns to black, and stars illuminate and appears out of the blackness. We can do anything we want, Even become the Next Leader of a country, write the best book, inspire the world and change the way humans think towards one another. We have this power, it all starts as seeds growing in our minds, expanding out. I believe in this, I believe in people. I believe we have the will and power to change our lives and us no matter what situation, no matter who says what, we have that power. We can, we will. I can, and I will. I ask for you help, and I am inspired and determined, not only for my baby, but me too, and for people. I know people are ugly in worse ways than others, but we all have goodness in us ,an we all have that power to choose, it’s never hopeless, unless your brain dead or dead. I believe in our dreams and I know we can all do it. No matter money or anything, Money is a big deal but we will all find ways to earn it. Not impossible or unlikely either, we all have it in us, and we all have the resources to do it. We do indeed. I hope my ranting doesn’t piss people off haha, I don’t mean to offend, but I mean to inspire. I need help for sure haha, If anyone in anyway can help, please do. please help in every way you can, Advice, Suggestions, pointing me in the right directions all that will be more that perfect and amazing. Thank you guys very much I appreciate it more than anything. When I do this you will be apart of this. viewers , likes, followers, people helping, you all are greatly appreciated, thank you very much guys, I mean that from the bottom of my heart.

Thanks

Christian.  Excuse my writing I have to get to bed haha, got to wake up at 5 and wanted to throw this out there, before bed. Good night folks 🙂